Sunday, April 19, 2009

Nadal – The King of Carlo

 

Map picture

It was one of those days when I prayed earnestly for the victory of the King of the clay.  Like all other fans, I knew he is the juggernaut on clay. But with Raffa, I felt everybody would fancy their chances.  Inspite of his invincibility on clay, his recent exploits on hard courts were bound to take their toll.  And I do respect a murray, n djoker.  I am not putting Roger in the same sentence as those, but Roger too.  And on a very good day, Davydenko can be a handful.  Nalbandian and Nadal never met on clay, but Raffa confessed he is scared of Nalby on hard courts.  So, I knew the semi final would be a test.  I knew the final wouldn’t be easy. 

It hasn’t been Raffa’s best start to clay season, since I have started to follow tennis seriously.  I remember last year, Raffa entered the pre-French open tournaments with a double aura of invincibility (was it Verdasco or Lopez who said that Raffa was destroying everyone in practice matches!!!).   Except for that setback due to blisters in Rome, Raffa pretty much roller over everyone, losing perhaps a set here or there (the memory of the second set of Hamburg 2008 springs to life).  But this week, I was watching a different Raffa.  Not the one whose service improved by leaps and bounds on hard courts.  Not one who would risk blisters on his feet before risking an unforced error.  Not the Raffa of 2008.

And so, Raffa’s current and future rivals have found chinks his defensive armor that can get them close enough to take a set off of him.  Especially on his second serves, I noticed that the Djoker today was attacking from inside the baseline, swinging with abandon, and all the while pushing closer to the net.  I worried about Raffa’s serve, I worried about Djoker’s shots that were clean winners, I worried about Djoker’s strategy at the net (because he was successful).  In short, Raffa was falling short, and the djoker was executing his attack first, defend later strategy brilliantly.  If he could only hold his serve, he would come off a winner.  Raffa was struggling to hold his serve, he was struggling to attack for the whole of second set and a better part of the third set.  But as always, his defense and his will pulled him and Djoker’s offense started to crumble.  His set morphed from better with the break he got back, to bitter when he tried to end the points too quickly, and paid the price.  And my prayers were answered.

I was watching a discussion on one of the tennis forums about how Raffa’s level was strangely subdued that allowed Novak to come off as a brilliant player.   Some Novak fans (in fact one) took extreme offense at this.  And I was wondering, if, as fans, we are always trying to rationalize the performance of the stars we support with labels and grades.  But there are facts and stats too.  None of them alone tell the whole truth, and the whole truth is greater than the sum of its parts.  I have seen a lot of discussions about the Roger-Raffa rivalry, where the interpretation of results have been biased by the discussers (no red underline, so this word exists!! Yay!!) based on who their favorite player was.  The argument usually runs like this - “A won because B didn’t play at his usual level.  All you have to do is look at how B played against other opponents and if he (am talking ATP here feminists) could have played at that level, then he could have won.”  I agree that there is some truth to this.  Player’s level ebbs and flows all the time, and it is difficult to maintain the same level throughout the year.  Some can maintain it for a day, some a week, some a slam, some a season.  The Great players, play through the ebbs and flows, and more often than not find a way to win in dire circumstances.  But I doubt if they can win all the time too.  And the flow of their momentum does depend on who is across the net too.  Nadal on a bad day can roll over Stapenek (no offense to Stepanek), but would find it that much more difficult to roll over a Fed / Murray / Djoker or even a Del Potro (though I still think we somehow slipped into an alternate reality for that result).  But is we talk in terms of what might have been, the only objective way is to talk what the result would have been with the “best” Federer of 2005-2006 with the “best” Nadal of 2008-…. (I am hoping he will have a long streak) with the best of Murray…. and there is no way of knowing that.  All we have is now.  And the instantaneous effect the players have on each other and their results.  So for me, the most objective result is to accept what it is and conclude that A was better than B on that particular day (or A is better than B on most days on this particular surface!!!).  but hey, if I was objective,  I wouldn’t call myself a fan.    :)

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

The Far End of A Long Journey

I kham kvery khappy!  I suck at Raffa impersonation, but the fact still remains -  I am indeed very happy.  At the end of 5 long years, after innumerable vacillations about whether it was the right thing to do, whether I was the right one to do it, whether it was the right time to do it, I finally went into Harris Engineering Building 3, Rm. 102, at 9:30, on April 3rd, 2009.  I couldn’t help but notice the motif of 3 in the numbers.  9:30 –> 9+3 = 12 –> 1+2 = 3.  My defense was to start at 10 and end at 12. 12 –> 3.  Harris Engineering Building 3.  Rm 102 –> 1+0+2 –>3.  I had 5 committee members, of which 4 showed up, one of whom was my advisor. So I was effectively selling my research to 3 committee members.  Call me crazy, but I guess 5 years of “research” trains to see patterns everywhere.  Never mind if they exist only in your thoughts.  Reality is what you make out of random instances.

Any who… the two hours ending at the stroke of 12:13 (there the 3 is again), I got the approval signatures and… and… and… I have never felt so blank in my whole life.  In a good way.  I remembered those days of uncertainty after I got accepted into the PhD program about what my research would be.  I remembered how I had told all my friends every semester that I was closer to graduation, believing sometimes, not believing it at others.  I remembered my time fishing for a problem and facing problems.  I remembered those days with questions.   And I was glad to have answered all of them on the 3rd day of the fourth month.

People have asked me how I felt after the defense.  I thought I would be overwhelmed with joy, sense of achievement, pride, and all the positive emotions overflowing through my  psyche.  I was (and I still am) surprised that the only strong feeling that I have had, is the feeling of relief.  May be I need my family and friends around me telling me that it is a big achievement.  But somehow, I am just glad it is over.  Glad to be ready for the next phase of life.  Glad to be facing the next uncertainty (did I say that too soon??).

But most of all, I hope and wish that getting this degree finally keeps me on the ground, gives me the humility because one of the biggest things I have learnt through my PhD is that you can’t answer all the questions.  There is so much to learn, so much to answer, and so less time.  The only way to be perfect is know that you are imperfect and give yourself time -  to get better.  I hope I get better and better everyday, learning something new, and enjoying it.

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

So close….

Just checking the performance of Windows Live Writer on Blogger.


Monday, March 09, 2009



Eto Vellipoyindi Manasu 
Eto Vellipoyindi Manasu 
Ilaa Ontarayindi Vayasu
O Challa Gaali Aachooki Teesi Kabureeyalevaa Emayindo
Eto Vellipoyindi Manasu 
Etellindo Adi Neeku Telusu 
O Challa Gaali Aachooki Teesi Kabureeyalevaa Emayindo Emayindo Emayindo..  

E Snehamo Kaavaalani Innaalluga Teliyaledu 
Icchenduke Manasundani Naakevvaru Cheppaledu 
Chelimi Chirunaama Telusukogaane Rekkalochaayo Evito..  

Eto Vellipoyindi Manasu Eto Vellipoyindi Manasu 
Ilaa Ontarayindi Vayasu O Challa Gaali Aachooki Teesi Kabureeyalevaa Emayindo  

Kalalannave Koluvundani Kanulundi Em Laabhamundi 
E Kadalika Kanipinchani Silalaanti Bratukendukandi 
Todu Okarunte Jeevitam Ento Vedukoutundi Antu..  
Eto Vellipoyindi Manasu Eto Vellipoyindi Manasu Ilaa Ontarayindi Vayasu O Challa Gaali Aachooki Teesi Kabureeyalevaa Emayindo


कही खो गयाहै मेरा दिल...
इस साजिश में तुम् शामिल...
ए ठंडी हवा... पता उसका करके... बता मुझको देना... क्या होगया है.. ए ए...

नादान था... यह दोस्ती... मेरे लिए.. है ज़रूरी
नहीं था पता ... ये दिल मेरा.. बंदिश में है अब तेरा...
तेरी रजामंदी...उसकी आजादी...उड़ गया देखो.. कहा से कहा... आ आ

जिन आँखों में सपने न हो... उस द्रिष्टि का क्या करना...
तेरे बिना... जीवन अचल ... उससे बेहतर है मरना...
जो अब अधूरी.. बनो अगर साथी... जीवन ये होगी... पुरी ...

कही खो गयाहै मेरा दिल...
इस साजिश में तुम् शामिल...
ए ठंडी हवा... पता उसका करके... बता मुझको देना... क्या होगया है.. ए ए...

Thursday, March 05, 2009

Translate - Nidhare Kala ayinadi



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZOORE017LSI

Nidhare kala ainadhi,kalaye nijamainadhi
Bathuke jatha ainadhi,jathaye athanannadhi
Manasemo aagadhu, kshnamaina thochadhu
Modalaaye kathe ilaaaaaaaaaa

Nidhare kala ainadhi,kalaye nijamainadhi
Bathuke jatha ainadhi,jathaye athanannadhi
Manasemo aagadhu, kshnamaina thochadhu
Modalaaye kathe ilaaaaaaaaaa

Vayasantha vasantha gaali ,manasanuko, mamathanuko
Yedhurainadhi yedaari daari ,chigurulatho,chilakalatho
Yamunaku che sangamame, kadali nadhi, kalavarame
hrudayamila ankithamai, nilichinadhi ,tanakorake
padina mudhi , paduchu vadi,yedha lo chiru muvvala savvadi

Nidhare kala ainadhi,kalaye nijamainadhi
Bathuke jatha ainadhi,jathaye athanannadhi
Manasemo aagadhu, kshanamaina thochadhu
Modalaaye kathe ilaaaaaaaaaa

Abhimaanam anedhi mounam, pedhavulapai palakadhule
Anuraagam ane swaraagam, padhamulake dhorakadhule
ninnu kalisina ee kshaname, chigurinche madhu morali
ninu tagilina ee tanuve, pulakarinche yedha ragile
yedhuta padi kudhutapade, mamakaarapu nivaali le idhi

Nidhare kala ainadhi,kalaye nijamainadhi
Bathuke jatha ainadhi,jathaye athanannadhi
Manasemo aagadhu, kshanamaina thochadhu
Modalaaye kathe ilaaaaaaaaaa



नींद ही ख्वाब बन गयी..ख्वाब ही सच बन गयी ...
ज़िन्दगी अब जुड़ गयी... ये जोड़ी बन गयी...
दिल है अब बेकाबू ...हर पल तेरी राह देखू..
शुरू हुई है ये कथा

सारी उम्र बेहती हवा ...दिल को जानो, प्यार पहचानो...
आगे है रेग की धुआं ... तुम ख्वाहिश हो, बारिष हो...
तुमसे मिलन के लिए बेचैनी .. तरसाए
बाहोंके बागो में.. दिल मेरा... खिलता है...
बंधन में... यौवन है... मन में बजे हलकी सी शेहनाई...
नींद ही ख्वाब बन गयी..ख्वाब ही सच बन गयी ...
ज़िन्दगी अब जुड़ गयी... ये जोड़ी बन गयी...
दिल है अब बेकाबू ...हर पल तेरी राह देखू.. शुरू हुई है ये कथा

ये रिश्ता गहरा हैं... इक अनकही एहसास है,...
ये रिश्ता शिखर है .... शब्दों से भी ऊंचा है...
जिस पल तुमसे मिली ... मन में बजी बासुरी
छुआ जब तुमने मुझे... महक गयी जिस्म मेरी
आगे आके... खुद को सम्भाल्के... देती हूँ प्यार की अंजलि...

नींद ही ख्वाब बन गयी..ख्वाब ही सच बन गयी ... ज़िन्दगी अब जुड़ गयी... ये जोड़ी बन गयी... दिल है अब बेकाबू ...हर पल तेरी राह देखू.. शुरू हुई है ये कथा

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Dilse.... Transliterate





Well this is my all-time favorite song, and it is a sacrilege to tamper with Gulzar's poetry.... But I hope this translation will show how amazing Gulzar is when it comes to words when it is so easy to screw things up... And to appreciate how good good lyric writers are and how easy it is to be a bad one. Hope this stirs some emotions from you...:)



Ho Ek Suraj Nikla Tha

Kuch Paya Pighla tha

Ek Aandhi Aayi Thi

Jab Dil Se Aah Nikli Thi

Dil Se Re Dil Se Re

Dil To Aakhir Dil Hai Na Meethi Si Mushkil Hai Na

Piya Piya Jiya Jiya Jiya Na Jiya

Piya Piya Jiya Jiya Jiya Na Jiya

Dil Se Re Dil Se Re

Do Patte Patjhad Ke Pedon Se Utre The

Pedon Ki Shakhon Se Utre The

Phir Utne Mausam Guzre

Woh Patte Do Bechaare

Phir Utne Mausam Guzre Woh Patte Do Bechaare

Phir Ugne Ki Chahat Mein Woh Sahraon Se Guzre

Woh Patte Dil Dil Dil The

Woh Dil The Dil Dil The

Dil Hai To Phir Dard Hoga Dard Hai To Dil Bhi Hoga

Mausam Guzarte Hi Rahte Hain

Dil Se..

Bandhan Hai Rishton Mein Katoon Ki Tarein Hai

Pathar Ke Darwaze Deewarein

Bele Khilti Ugti Hain Aur Gucche Bhi Khilte Hain

Woh Chalte Hai Afsaane Kirdaar Bhi Milte Hai

Woh Rishte Dil Dil Dil The Woh Dil The Dil Dil The

Gham Dil Ke Pad Chulbule Pani Ke Yeh Bulbule Hain

Bujhte Hi Bante Rahte Hain ... Dil Se ...



ఓ ఒక సూరీడు వచ్చాడు...

నాదొకటి కరిగింది...

అఆహా అన్నాను...

అప్పుడే తూఫానువచ్చింది...

మది లోంచి ... మది లోంచి ... మది లోంచి ... మది లోంచి ...



మనసంటే మనసే గా... తియ్యని తడబాటే గా...

ప్రియా... ప్రియా... జీవించా మరణించా...ప్రియా... ప్రియా... జీవించా మరణించా...

మది లోంచి... మది లోంచి...



రెండాకులు శిశిరం లో ... తరుల కింద రాలాయి

శాఖల కింద .... రాలాయి....

కాలాలు మారాయి ... ఆ ఆకులు మాత్రం...

మరుజన్మ కై వేచి... ఛస్తూ బ్రతుకుతున్నాయీ

మది ఉంటె మధనుంటుంది... మధనుంటే మది ఉంటుంది...

కాలాలు పయనిస్తుంటాయీ

మది ఉంటె మధనుంటుంది... మధనుంటే మది ఉంటుంది...కాలాలు పయనిస్తుంటాయీ

మదిలో మదిలో మది లో మది లో ....



సంబంధమే ఒక బంధం...ముళ్ళ పైనే ప్రస్థానం

బండలతో గోడలు... రాళ్ళ తలుపులు....

అయినా పూల పరిమళాలు... ఫలాల గుత్తులు

కథలు చరితాలు... పాత్రలు కలుస్తాయి...

ఇవన్ని మది పాత్రలే....



కష్టాలు మది కర్మ లేగా... కన్నీటిలో బుడగ లేగ ...

క్షణకాలికాలే కదా..

కష్టాలు మది కర్మ లేగా... కన్నీటిలో బుడగ లేగా...

క్షణకాలికాలే కదా.. మదిలో మది లో మది లో మది లో...

Sunday, March 01, 2009

Translate Hindi Songs into Telugu

This is fun... if you are childish like me... But I would like to think that this has a deeper function. Keep you connected to your mother tongue, father tongue, sister tongue, friend tongue, and all tongues you ever wanted to keep in touch with (puntended).  Forgive me, but, try this out yourself.  Think of any song that you can think of, and try translating it into a different language. Who knows, you might find yourself a great job in the movie dubbing industry.  Or someone who can write the right subtitles on Indian movie dvds for NRIs.

To start off, check this out... (from Rehna Hai Tere Dil Mein, the current eternal cd in my car)

"Naa Sone ke Bangle Mein, 
Naa Chandi ki kothi mein.. 
Nahi lagta dil mera kisi mehfil mein... 
Rehna Hain Tere Dil Mein, Rehna Hai Tere Dil mein

Main Band Karoon Jo Aankhen Deedar Tera Ho Jaaye
Ek Tu Meri Ban Jaaye Sansaar Tera Ho Jaaye
Rehnaa Hai Tere Dil Mein ...Rehnaa Hai Tere Dil Mein 
Dil Mein Ji Dil Mein Dil Mein Rehnaa Hai Tere Dil Mein

Bechain Banaye Mujhko Mehboob Teri Yeh Baatein
Naagin Jaise Mujhko Dasne Lagi Hai Raatein
Rehnaa Hai Tere Dil Mein ...
 
Meri Bekaraari Kya Hai Meri Bekaraari Kya Hai
Koi Bhi Na Jaane Kaise Yeh Bataaon Tujhe
Main Hoon Mushkil Mein Kaise Yeh Bataaon Tujhe
Main Hoon Mushkil Mein
Rehnaa Hai Tere Dil Mein ...(3)

Mujhe Pyaar Hua Hai Jabse Mera Haal Bura Hai Tabse
Tere Siva Mere Dilbar Maanga Nahin Kuch Rabse
Rehnaa Hai Tere Dil Mein ...

Dil Mein Ji Dil Mein Dil Mein Rehnaa Hai Tere Dil Mein
Tune Nahin Yeh Samjhaa Main Haar Gaya Keh Keh Ke
Tere Naam Se Har Dhadkan Mein Ek Dard Uthe Reh Rehke
Rehnaa Hai Tere Dil Mein ...

Tu Jo Mile Na Mujhko Tu Jo Mile Na Mujhko Jaan-e-Tamanna
Kuch Bhi Nahin Rakha Hai Aise Haasil Mein
Kuch Bhi Nahin Rakha Hai Aise Haasil Mein
Rehnaa Hai Tere Dil Mein ...(4)


My Translation:
లేదు బంగారు ఇళ్ళల్లో... ఓఓ 
లేదు వెండి భవంతుల్లో... ఓఓ 
ఉండదు నా మనస్సు.. చిన్న సందుల్లో 
ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో.. ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో..  

కనులే మూసుకున్నా... నిన్నే కలవరిస్తా 
నా దానివే నువ్వైతే, సంసారమంతా నాదే!  
ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో.. ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో.. 

నీ మాటలే వింటే, కలవరమే నాలో రేగే 
ఏకాంతమే నన్ను, రాత్రంతా కాటేస్తోందే
ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో.. ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో..  
నా కష్టమేంటో... తెలీదేవ్వరికీ 
ఎలా చెప్పను నీకు, నా విరహ మేమిటో  
ఎలా చెప్పను నీకు, నా విరహ మేమిటో 
ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో.. ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో..  

ప్రేమేప్పుడు పుట్టిందో.. నా ప్రాణమే పోయింది 
నీ ప్రెమకేలే నేను ...దైవాన్ని ప్రార్ధించేది 
ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో.. ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో..  
నీకర్ధమవ్వలేదే ... నే చెప్పకనే చెప్పానే  
నా ప్రతి శ్వాస లోనే... కొత్త నొప్పేదో పుట్టేనే...
ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో.. ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో ఉండాలి నీ గుండెల్లో..  

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